Sunday, March 22, 2009
In my sunshine days….my tears rained
Life marched on and LOVE WANED
I dare not fall in love again
For I know..how bad it pained!!!!!!!!
I know the joys of first love
The ninth of may, the fifth of june
You feel like sailing in the sky
In the midst of stars and moon
O the time..O the joys
Happiness deceives, I must say
All the rosy dreams you weave
Leave you shattered end of day!!!
Yes..my pains have not healed as yet
And trust me , they never will
He haunts me in my dreams all night
Six years…and they hurt me still!!!
I HATE “LOVE”, for I’ve seen
All its colors end in haze
Love not if you wish to live
Cruel ..cruel.. is the maze.
Love and me? Naah.. not again
The greatest wisdom my heart has gained
I warn you against love dear all
For I know how bad it pained!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, March 16, 2009
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Even I wanted to die till I realised that life is such a beauty..........even I sought darkness till i realised that i can't live without light!!!!!!!!!
The Darkest Night
No trace of moon, no sign of stars
In the darkness of this night
A stagnant sky stares at me
And fills me up with fright.
Not a sound - I hear around
Not a soul in sight
Clouds abound, no rains they pour
Stranger grows the night.
The fragrant flowers have closed their petals
The earth in slumber deep…
The birds and bees, the lofty trees
All are fast asleep.
Caught in shackles, is the wind
So I can’t hear its song
The wind that played, the wind that stayed
With me all along.
As I soar up, up above
Darker gets the night
Lone I tread in paths unknown
With no one by my side.
I hated earth….for all the tears
For all the pains I had..
I wanted peace, I longed for bliss
And sought refuge in DEATH
But never did I want this dark
This stony silent night
Where the stagnant sky stares at me
And fills me up with fright.
I can’t bear this deadly darkness
I can’t bear this night
I want my world, I want it back
With all its noise and light.
Most of the times, pain brings out the poet in us..........but believe me, at times pains leave you far too shattered...far too weak to hold the pen.........and yes thats how i lost myself..that's how i lost my music......
My Lost Music
……...And I could write when I wished to
There was music in my spine..
I would fly about in worlds afar
And all the skies were mine.
I sailed above the highest cloud
And sang the loudest song
I screamed aloud------I played around
My heart it felt so young!!
Drenched was I in rains of love
And drenched I was to core..
My cup of joy was full to brim
So joys I sought no more.
And here I am….WRETCHED ME…
Even tears I cannot shed…
I cried so much…my eyes dried up..
My soul is nearly dead.
You robbed me of my music dear..
You snatched my earth.---my sky
You gave me scars..u gave me pains
You made my heart to cry.
…..AND I CAN NOT WRITE NOW
The words don’t fall in place..
I lost it all….all my joys
And the music of those days.